The stars lean down to kiss you, and I lie awake and miss you.

Firstly, I would like to wish several people a 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!' :)

1. Happy belated birthday, Shan!

2. Happy sweet sixteen, Vadeekins! <3

3. Happy thirteenth birthday, Baby! :)

4. VIRGIL ELI JOON GUNTING, happy birthday, you! Yes YOU!

5. And soon to come, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTALBELLE LAU! YOU'RE OFFICIALLY TURNING 20!

And just for the record, I miss everyone on this list. :)

To summarize how my January 2010 went, let's just start with how I welcomed the New year in. With four migraines. In bed. Had 3 jabs on my butt. It was the WORST first week of the year, I tell you.

But thanks to it, I am healthy as a horse now because I am on a health diet. Items on the 'NOT TO BE TOUCHED EVER AGAIN' list are:

1. Caffein. And that includes anything that contains it, such as chocolates and coffee.

2. Alcohol. Yes, people, alcohol. Sara actually stopped drinking. (I actually still do a teensy bit, but I limit myself to one glass now, sadly.)

3. Sheesha (or anything containing nicotine. Sorry guys, you are gonna have to blow ur cigarettes in another direction. Preferably AWAY from me.) Nope, I can't do it anymore no matter how much I used to love it.

4. Monosodium Glutamate (MSG). So much for having Ngiu Chap on Sundays now.

And I take Magnesium, Calcium, and Zinc pills now, along with Evening Primrose Oil, Spirulina, and Seven Seas Cod Liver Oil. Yes, I am healthy. AND I WILL DO ANYTHING TO NOT GET ANOTHER MIGRAINE. I'm still surprised I managed to live through the whole ordeal.

OOOoooh, I met the oh-so-famous Daniel Hong who Crys and Hamse always seemed to bring up. LOL HE'S SUCH A TEDDY BEAR. Sorry, Hong, but you are. :)

I hung out with Stephie's friends too, and I met quite a few of them. Not bad. They're a goofy bunch, especially Tony and Suba. Hilarious boys, they are.

I met a Chinese guy who speaks better Tamil than most of my Indian friends. Which is FREAKY. Yes you are, Ah Wong. Hahahaha :)

But the best part of my year is that I have been on my best behaviour! I've been attending my classes and NOT sleeping! :) I love you, Pamelllllaaaaaa....!!!

So anyway, just wanna add one final thing here before I go: I MISS YOU MOMMY AND DADDY!!!! <3

And Chynee, and Nessie, and Stephie, and Crys, and Jesse, and even Bwendaaaaa. ;) I miss you and your shortnessss. Hahahaha

So anyway, bye now!

xoxo
Sara

FRUSTRATED.

okay. obviously due to the fact that i still have ONE more paper tomorrow that i am FORCEFULLY OBLIGATED (BY COMMON SENSE AND MY I'LL-KILL-YOU-IF-YOU-DON'T CONSCIENCE) to sit for and PASS, I am STUCK here. And as much as i would rather be ELSEWHERE (A.K.A. KOTA KINABALU SABAH), I have to sit my pretty ass down on that stupid mafucking table tomorrow for what sake? For the sake of my future, which seems pretty bleak at this point but I'm working on it.

So in order to keep my mind off of that fact, I am blogging and listening to REALLY loud music. And setting up tome 2010 resolutions. :)

LIST OF NEED-TO-DOs FOR 2010

1. LOSE WEIGHT. Be 50 kg with rock hard thighs and an airport-runway-flat stomach.

2. Grow my hair to my waist. NO MORE CUTTING YOU SKINNY BITCH.

3. LEARN TO SAVE MONEY. Be a miser for once. BUDGET SHOP.

4. GET A 4.0 CGPA. I don't care how much tears, blood, and sweat you're going to have to give, but YOU'RE GOING TO GIVE IT. And A LOT of it, might I add. Work that fat ass off.

5. WORK. And WORK HARD.

6. Try to actually make boyfriend-hunting a priority. I mean, you know you don't want to. But at least TRY.

Okay. So far, that's all I've got. It'll have to do.

And now, back to the basic sciences of material. Oh the joy it brings my heart.

xoxo
Sara

For the first time in a relatively long time, I'm blogging. Problem is, I don't know what to blog about. So I'm gonna start with ranting. As usual.

My finals are around the corner. Bad news number one.

I'm relatively broke and drastically losing weight (the latter of which is not so bad). Bad news two.

Even though I have two really bad news on my plate, I still carry on living the way I do, which is taxing to say the least. I need to study. Problem is I can't focus. And its killing me. Fast.

I need to study Engineering Mechanics, Fluid Mechanics, Basic Material Science, Calculus, Tamadun shit, and Microbiology. All before a week from now.

Talk about doom and dread.

Kuala Lumpur is totally not my best friend right now. I need to go to some place where there's no public transportation, no friends that I can talk to or bug, no NOTHING. I need...Labuan. Sigh. Never thought I'd see the day I'd be missing that place.

Plus, being surrounded by super geniuses and high scorers doesn't exactly make things easier. It actually stresses me out even more. People like Hong Ye and Nasha scare the shit outta me.

So I've decided. I am dedicating the next week or so to nothing but pure unadulterated studying.

Only once that is over shall I reward myself with going out and having fun.

I don't want to be put among the ranks of idiots and stupids. I know I'm made of better stuff than that. So I shall work. Hard. Once again.

I can do anything once I set my mind to it. Its the setting part that I can't seem to get around to doing.

Nehoodles, that's all from me I guess. Nighty night.

P.S. Sorry Crys. Not gonna be able to go with you to the 8TV auditions.

xoxo
Sara

I am very good at remaining unattached.

And I will carry on doing so.

Untitled.

Butterfly, butterfly,
Not a soul blames you,
The deep red of the rose,
Blinded you from its thorns.

But once you were pricked,
Your wings were clipped,
And down to the ground you floated,
Unable to see past the blood red petals,
Toward the bright Sun you used to love.

Its no use crying, dear little butterfly,
For what good will your tears do,
But burden you with sorrow,
And fill you with foolishness.

Let it be known to never trust,
The one little flower sitting in the bed of weeds,
For though it may look beautiful,
The pain it can cause is much more great.

Seowoneul Mahraebwah!

Damn bored.

Hamse says I facebook waaaaay too much, which is why he suggested that i blog. lol

He also said I'm overly freindly with every one, which is why i have to not be too friendly.

sigh. Hamse says a lot.

But fine. I won't be too friendly, and im currently blogging, so you satisfied yet?

Discussing the Info skills project wit Nasha today, and then i'm gna study. :)

So yeah. Life is boring.

But i kinda like it that way.

ONE MORE WEEK, PEOPLE!!! JUST ONE MORE WEEK!!! :) :)

Then i get to set foot on Sabahan soil for the first time in months.

HALLELLUJAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

xoxo
Sara

ALAAAAAAAAAAA.....

I'm looking forward to this one...



...and Lee Hyo Ri looks fantastic in this one! i love her sknnies and the shoes. :)

Sorry, Raffi. :)

I can be snippy at times. So you don't have to feel bad! :)

xoxo
Sara